Hotdogs from Chicago 7

yanno, just less than 20 minutes ago i think i just had my first ever hotdog that i actually think it's good
worth the money, omg it's soo good that i actually turned back to the place to had the second hotdog

of coz lol that i am tipsy coz i was at my friend's place early this evening at Ruai





















drinking tuak
just in case you guyse dont know what tuak is after

tuak is a type of ricewine, the one that my friend peter john(center with green and black tribal costume)

sold to me in his cafe is sorta like a type of moonshine,Borneo version.

Using old QingDao Beer bottle to bottle in the Tuak,
Leaving it a little rice residue that clouds the wine so it wont be too "concentrated" to be consume.
take it sorta like Vodka, but it's made of rice, and it's sweet.
with most of the residue stays at the bottom of the bottle.

it's nice.


anyway after having a bottle of Tuak, the Borneon Moonshine,
i decided to have something to bite, and so i think of something simple
maybe a burger or something

so i decided to drop by to a restaurant near my home.
The Chicago 7, used to be a place where i think the food is not so special or the services is ... not as good.

but after some circumstances i decided to drop by to have a hotdog.

the hotdog is soooo good i think it should have an outlet in the capital which i'm currently based on, Kuala Lumpur.

although the choices or selection is not as many as the one in Subway of KL but wth anyway, Kuching is a small town and to have a Chicago 7 is good enough already since the McD which is the only McD in Kuching doesn't exactly taste good at all.

Eventhough the hotdog Chicago 7 made wasn't exactly at par but omg the taste was so good that i finished the hotgod in the car while driving, i decided to turn back to the outlet to have another one~ it's soooo goood, just like that it's sooo goood that i think it should have an outlet in KL since i haven't exactly seen any fast food chain in KL has the hotdog as the Mainfood like KFC has fried Chicken as the main food, Burger King obviuosly has Burgers as the main food, Pizza Hut or Dominos Pizza obivously has Pizza has the mainfood, Wendy for some weird reason gave me the impression that they have salad as the mainfood, Subway has Sandwichs, so why not,

Chicago 7, Hotdog as the Mainfood, in the Capital.
It's simple, taste good at par, not too messy, easy, not soggy like normal ppl does, eventho i think they should use a better weenie but hey man, the melted cheese and mustard, man talks about quality with the waitress in cute yellow diner-style costume. Damn!

If they have an outlet or francise in the Capitol, i'm a happy guy.

Dilemma

So I’m sorta dropped out from the hellhole we call LKW University which basically a college establishment which uses the idea of artistry and design courses to lure students in, and in reality that their strongest point is at marketing and business commerce and with those, many rather well-established parents would send their under-performed sons and daughters to this college and mine are such example for I have gave up the art of commerce and economics since I was 17.

Having to learnt a lot of these reality horrors and make only one friend who’s able to think critically in a way gave me an insight of how fucked up our society are today. Having spent my previous 4 years in the corporate-run so-called art university, my parent finally gave up on me when I told her of my result of which I had already known what the marks are even without looking at it, for what I did was to bailed class for two years or let’s say four semester in a row in which disappointed not only my parents but also my loved lecturers who looked up to me for my qualities in the art of fashion and art.

My parent decided to stop financing me for my schooling in which in a way pushed me into blogging just a few days ago, which is in desperation and irrational of me to think of that I would actually pull through internet business in which I, myself know that I am not ready for entrepreneurship without any clear idea of how to even manage it with wild dreams like one of my uncles who never succeed.

The art of Fashion has a lifestyle I wanted but it is not what I am capable to do, for what I am really interested is in General Artistry such as creative writings, drawing, photography, and philosophy ecetra which in some sense fashion and clothes is part of. But sadly I am certainly not passionate enough to go all the way in fashion for it is not where my passion lies.

So just moment ago, after a brief, much slower and calmer conversation with my parent, I will have another chance and that this will be the last and I will have to make up my mind of what I want to do with my life tho which is true that I has being blur since I was 12 for whatever reasons in where the ideology of the republicans are to be blame, and in shame I am to see a much younger acquaintances are more mature than me when I was at their age; thinking back that I had missed the chances and the slap of the wake-up call than they have, only to first relies the whole bigger world when I was 21 after the help of two of my valued friends(an egoistic ideological spiritualist and a liberal realist).

For the last chance that my parent gave shall I not ruined it for it will ruined my life and have myself rot in the traditionalist hellhole restricting me from viewing and travel the world with endless beauty, making my talents and knowledge a waste, if I ever ruined it.

The Dilemma of which I have to take has four points for me to choose from.

First when I was first told furiously by my parent that she will stop financing me for my college in LKW in which I have fully prepared for, since the establishment not only disappointed me greatly but also had my motivation and inspiration cut short. And from there I actually thought of internet entrepreneurship which clearly I am not ready for.

Second idea was for me to go to England and to actually studies the Art of Fashion there, in which one of my previous friend(a Datin) had suggested me to go there three years ago; which I had shunned away in order to follow one of my parents traditional principle which is to finish what I started, sadly I will never ever finished it. I should had gone to England a long time ago, making a better me there for a friend of mine(Egoistic Ideological Artist) had told me a reality of how the World of Fashion operates that I am suppose to be there not in England but the whole Europe, instead of the less developed fashion industry of South East Asia from which I had known that my fashion forecast was almost perfect when it comes to predicting and that my prediction is between one to two years ahead of the current local Fashion Scene for almost every time, the scene appeared just as I had predicted. Even my spiritual leader told me not to wait for one of his student’s son, same age as I am, doing great in America as a Fashion student, on which I look at myself, how much procrastination and cowardice against changes had affected me so greatly; only until yesterday, stumble across a picture in my gallery saying “Changes is inevitable, and all I can do is to make sure it happens in my favor” which I completely take in hearts of.

Third idea was to actually migrate to Europe to fulfill what is in my family blood, which is not in my family’s tradition to do so. Most of my family members may not noticed it that we have the blood of the Migration Trait since the Big Migration during the Northern Mass Migration of Old China.

I first noticed that my grandfather, a Mainland Chinese, migrates to the South Sea and wed a local girl which I heard was related to the founding father of the Country’s Capital; My father migrates from the village to the city and eventually across the sea to wed my mother; both of my siblings, migrates across the ocean to Australia with one of them becomes a Permanent Resident. And I guess, I will one day have to migrate too for which the people I met are not only of my own countrymen anymore but almost globally in almost every continent from China to Iran, South Africa to Brasil, Canada to the Mediterranean. I could had done this three years ago, well blamed it for my insecurities of uncertainty which in envious I saw in many travelers’ eyes, asked myself why I am not them, from which an ideology that I actually believe in “as far as the plane can take him, if he can come back home all by himself, he is a survivor.”

For the fourth I know that if I were to do what the first three ideas, I would went astray along the way; and so I thought to myself why not listen to my own guts and took the class from the first school that I have laid my eyes on which my parents disagreed on, before I went into the corporate hellhole; carry on the practice of Malicia from Formado Soldado, here in my own country; following the footstep of a dear friend of mine had taken, and not to get myself locked in what I most undesired from, and travel the world without regrets for I will maybe able to survive on my own without the help of my parents in which I am in shame for I am too old to ask for, into the world with a better understanding than charging blindly as of the first three ideas had portrays. For my dream was not to stay but to visit, and leave a footprint, to see the world’s endless beauty and live the life of my dreams.

For I have the tool now, why not use them instead of wasting them at a place where I will rot.

first post since 06' Lahls

So my friend and I were hanging in my room while he’s taking his first cigarette since he quitted like a really long time ago due to boredom. And so we started talking about stuff like we always do, since we’re liberals, even though our personalities are completely opposite at some point. And from that we are able to make a topic a little more details since we sometimes disagreeing on one another but always in a way ended up as who has the better explanation, ‘cause srsly, If I were to agree on everything he said and he were to do so, that would be fucking BORING.

So we were talking about things like religion for instants, and he actually shows me that there is this church worshipping Maradona and some other fucked up stuff like how schools in America is fucking up the boys and girls in that part of the world.

Which brings me to talk a little something about the school system over there in the US, since it can or maybe the most widely known stuff in the world telling about how people over there are stupid, ignorant or a bully at some point. And there must be a reason for people are at certain point of this decade hating the US, which at some point why the government do so and so and why the people didn’t stopped him and instead gave him another term which in a way fucking up the global economy which fucked up almost everyone at some point with only a small portion of people getting rich from it at a certain logical explanable point. (yes I’m actually having fun with the points)

Like I was saying, my friend and I were talking, he mentioned about how the system are fucked up which in a sense, ideologically saying is that Over there in the America, “We shouldn’t force our kid to read coz it’s cruel” but over here at AZN county we say “If you don’t study, you’re fucked.”

So yeah ever since of this ideology began between the east and west, we have a hard time getting to know each other until only recently that this popular wave of eastern entertainment beginning to attract them to AZN county like for example Korean Drama, or Japan’s J-pop and anime and all that jazz and shit man, there’s people grinning like high on pot with all the Bollywood in England or in Africa.

Which in return since god knows, maybe shortly after WW2 ended, we the AZN county have being taking in Western influence so I guess that’s normal like for example, here in AZN County, Malay Province where Chinese takes the advantage of Western Names like Grace or Angel or Alex or Steven which is VERY VERY typical Chinese English name since, like what they said, “The ANGMO/GuaiLow are having hard time reading out our name” even when it is converted into Alphabets from strokes of funky AZN brush.

Even more typically in the Isle of Singa that the Chinese actually have English names which at some strange point of the day sounds like clamshells from the Sea. LoL Aloisious Lim for example.. it’s a guy’s English name from the Isle of Singa. One of my friends from the US says “Aloisious? I'VE NEVER HEARD THAT NAME BEFORE”

So like they said they are trying to make a rather easier time for the Guailow to call out their name by giving them some English name which at some point of the day, one of my Guailow(when you see this, remember that I love you <;D) friends say “I really haven't heard that name before.” Showing their understanding and appreciation, by giving themselves English names that the Guailow never actually heard of before….

So anyway I was suppose to talk about the school system in the US, after I watch this http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=9069323583494421392

I was thinking, this must be some corporate conspiracy of fucking up the people by

• 1. Fuck the Children up so they will be stupid enough to not able to get scholarship funded by certain group including corporates for college,
• 2. Without scholarship due to their poor grades, they will have to take loan from the government or some certain group which in a way funded by the corporate,
• 3. And when these kids got out from college or even dropped out from it will have a debt to pay like srsly.
• 4. So these not-so-well-informed kid will ended up as a modern-day wage slaves paying back debt plus interest to these corporate and still stayed stupid forever.
• 5. Without the ability of critical thinking, these wage slave will never ever have the chances to actually got the idea of how fucked up they are since in a way these wage slave are distracted either by the idea of money itself, MTV, tits, guns and some other manry bullshit …

…..which shaped to how we see the world as it is today.

Which at some point the corporate uses the media to fucked the kids up by inserting funky cartoons and McD to make sure the kids are as distracted as possible eventho the only playground is in McDonald which in a way make America FAT! Making sure the kids will never know what’s the Bills of Rights are, who’s George Washington is, to the point that the kids when they grew up saying things like “we will have to sacrifice our liberty for Freedom”

And even if there’s some funky dude who has the ability of critical thinking, they turned him into funky internet white knights that lived in the basement of their mom’s rescuing some 1010010 binary code thing and fap to the Sims.

i think i'm becoming paranoid again...
signs keep on coming with riddles

my left side of me nose is kinda painful
my heart and stomach are painful too

i feel it
yet i cant understand.

I try to let it out yet i cant
Elgan So Ignon, Soul Feling within Paradis

1st post bubu!~

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